cruel

《cruel》是一首由Tobu演唱，Toms Burkovskis作词、作曲的歌曲，收录在专辑《Cruel》中，于2018年5月17日发行。^[1]

歌曲歌词

Holding your breath

屏住呼吸

Trying to ready yourself

准备好迎接

For whatever I'm gonna do

我的疾风骤雨

Will I drag you in bed

我会把你拖拽到床上

Trying to fix it with sex

把发泄与缠绵混为一谈

Or will I tell you I'm done with you

又或者我会说到此为止吧

I know, I know, I know

我知道 我知道

I'm complicated, kinda crazy

现在我思绪混乱有点疯狂

But will you stay the night

你还会留下来过夜吗

I know, I know it's hard to trust me

我深知你很难信任我

Yeah but if you let me

但假若你再给我一次机会

I, I'll make it right

我会让一切变得不同

I don't ever mean to

我从来都不是故意

Take it out on you

要对你发泄情绪

And I don't want to hurt you

我并非有意要伤害你

But I always do

却总是伤你很深

I don't have a clue what's fucking wrong with me

无从知晓我到底是怎么了

But I'm always turning on the ones that love me

我总是莫名其妙迁怒于深爱我的人

And I don't ever mean to

但我从来不是有意

No I don't mean to be cruel

我不是有意让你痛不欲生

Ooooh

Dropping the Ls

抑制自己的因爱入魔(Ls:Lovesick)

Like there's nobody else

仿佛内心没有归属

But there's somebody on my heart

但我内心住着一个人

I'm trying my best

我会尽自己最大的努力

To fall in love with myself

去热爱自己

Never thought it would be this hard

从未想过如此艰难

I know, I know, I know

我知道 我知道

It's complicated

情感错综交织

And frustrating

令人情绪低落

You wish that I were fine

你希望我能痊愈

I know that it's a lot to ask of you to wait for me

我深知让你守候在我身边的要求很过分

But please

但我祈求你

Give me a little more time

能否再给我一点时间

Cause I don't ever mean to

因为我从来都不是故意

Take it out on you

要对你发泄情绪

And I don't want to hurt you

我并非有意要伤害你

But I always do

却总是伤你很深

I don't have a clue what's fucking wrong with me

无从知晓我到底是怎么了

But I'm always turning on the ones that love me

我总是莫名其妙迁怒于深爱我的人

And I don't ever mean to

但我从来不是有意

No I don't mean to be cruel

我不是有意这么残忍

Yeah I got a couple problems

是的我有很多问题

Yeah I'm trying to work on them

是的我在试图解决

Yeah I promise I'm working on them

我发誓我会改掉那些毛病

Will you wait as I'm working on them?

你会等到我彻底改掉的那一天吗？

Cause you know I don't ever mean to

因为我从来都不是故意

Take it out on you

要对你发泄情绪

And I don't want to hurt you

我并非有意要伤害你

But I always do

却总是伤你很深

I don't have a clue what's fucking wrong with me

无从知晓我到底是怎么了

But I'm always turning on the ones that love me

我总是莫名其妙迁怒于深爱我的人

I don't ever mean to

但我从来不是有意

No I don't mean to be cruel

我不是有意让你痛不欲生^[2]